becca's birthday!!!

ok the title got absolutely nothing to do wif wat i wanna write. its just that since its her b'dae...might as well dedicate this little portion to her and show that i didnt forget. hahas....

today i finally felt normal with xh again. Hmm...she seems to be having some kinda misunderstanding. tho she jus denies it flatly.
"i call u some other day any problem?"
"u needa call jy got time to call me meh?"
"er??"
"nuttin...nuttin's wrong"

This kinda thingy always scares me. though many say i'm a flirt and i'm always in the company of some gals or another, i'm terribly lost whenever they say things like this. i realli cannt handle such gunpowder from the gals, and den having to pacify them by clarifying some things. but when she herself denies anything being the prob, i guess even that is out. if talking to a gal is anything like driving a formula 1 car at top speed on a wet course, i think i jus made a very hard and sharp turn. constantly stepping on the brakes to check myself, and then edge closer and closer to bringing my msg across. weird analogy, but i always feel this way whenever gals gets pissed off.

after some talk, i think things got better, if it was ever worse. but anyway...jus wans her to noe that i realli cherish her frenship and she always gives me a special feeling. heh... as i type this...i hear a chime. and i think thats an indication that she jus got DC-ed. and another session of our chat goes down the drains without an ending. shall talk to her more in future...if she's willing and able to, that is.

THAT someone still on my mind! damns! and i thot it was a chance encounter!! gotta do something before i regret it for the rest of my life. She's a friend that i "yao ding le!" Hong Hui calls her to be very "biao zun". and recalling abt that night: she realli was pretty friendly. (pretty & friendly) Maybe she realli wouldn't mind another friend in me? Hmm...okies...needa post this before 12 midnite lest it shows up to be a thursday post...ciao