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i must have had a million words to blog about after talking to carol and hh last night. but i didnt, since the net was down, and will not, since its pointless.

there's so many things that i wanna talk abt, no time for those hockey conspiracy. afterall i don't need everyone in school to like me. so long as i still have weilin, xinyi, becca, and to a small extent, yvonne wif me in school everyday, my lessons wld be a breeze. so long as odac is there, afterschool and breaks would be looked forward to. so long as i haven't lost myself, i don't mind a few ppl having some prejudice against me. for god-knows-what reasons. outside skl...i will have koo zheng and alvin always being there for me, they havent failed once after all of 10 years. so what can i ask for? i'm glad i am ivan foo chuan wei. no more, no less.

econs is such a good subject. everyday, opportunity costs wld be showing up in places i totally hate it. as much would have noticed, i'm getting closer to those odac'er by the day since .....this year? but on the other hand i'm neglecting those 10 year buds. tho they dun realli complain, i miss their company as well. Hmm....a few nights ago, koo zheng finally talked to me on the MSN. and of all things, he had to make me luff like mad just wif a few lines. maybe i'm not really luffing at the contents? but rather relieved subconsciously that we're still close at heart. "eh ivan...we going to alvin's girlfriend's birthday party on ur birthday. u wanna join us?" and he went on, "his girlfriend very pretty wan! but most imptly...her best fren is also very pretty!! i think u'll like her. she looks like sun yanzi and we told her abt u oredi...u needa meet her someday no matter what. hahahahas......." first reaction. OMG. my bestest fren in the world is mad. to think he actually could think up of such thingy lor! den 2nd thots...i keep luffing non stop. its like...he's saying it so full of enthusiasm as if i would really thank him so much i give him a hug or wadeva. but anyway...looking like sun yanzi would have been a plus point. but now its giving me reservations. wat if that someone looks like ....(due the efficiency of the google machine, i shall not type the name.) but anyway, i'm really waiting to see what they have in store for me. hahahas...must be some super lame ass sabo again.

went to open the letter box again today----empty. not so much of a disappointment, but rather.... "HEY VALERIE!! THOUGH I SAY NO NEEDA REPLY YOU OSO CANNT LIDAT WAN LA~" hahahas...u make me go to the letter box in anticipation everyday jus to see nothing. i dun like u liao la. (ok dun worry, jus joking.) makes me think of vickie. that gal. reallie reallie needa write the letter very very soon liaos! lest she 4gets all abt me! Hahaas....realised i can write more freely in letters than in anywhere else. at least i know its truly secured and private. and i can say what i reallie wanna say without having to consider externalities shld some others come across what i have to say. hahas...trying very hard to eat, sleep and breathe econs again. izzit too late? perhaps.

some of the things i HAVE TO SAY!! (no offense pls. jus needa get it out me)
---going to the red cross home reallie shocked me. throwed a ball abt 500 times wif a resident. feel so innocent and so lucky. cherish more of what i have in life.
---becca's sis is reallie pretty. and i say it not wif any further thots. absolute eyecandy. like sister like sister. wonder why douglas dun look pretty. Hmm.........
---playing truth or dare in a foodcourt is a great fun and laughter. but we reallie shldnt involve other ppl like becca's sis in future eh? tho she reallie is pretty. heh...
---carol can't reallie talk properly. she stammers and talking to her makes u feel like killing her. yet u cant bear to. talking to her for nearly 3 hrs is the greatest joy in the world when ur net is down.
---if ur name starts wif a V and ends wif a E, i reallie hope to keep in contact. refering to both. wahahahas...how smart can i get?? (but knowing u ppl are bird bwains who cant think, especially carol wong shi hui who has a (white) crow brain, i actually meant "valerie" and "vickie")
---if u love me, i dun love you.
---if u reallie reallie love me, i dun love you.
---if u love me $2, i love u wif all my life. i love u $2.

sometimes wondering if i'm a born crapper. shirley says its a gift, xinyi says i'm a nuisance. scrolling up, its another thousand word blog. i'm sorry.

I'm realli sorry about bringing so much attention onto u yesterday night. i'm sorry. heez.--->becca, tell vanessa this if u dun mind. or nevermind. up to u. hahahas....