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is such a cool thingy. to let the title join wif the content. i can use it as a title. as a start to the sentence. or like now, as a capital letter like they always do in the papers. such versatility in jus a stupid command. A place to type and thats how much use one can come up wif if one actually bothers to think. but most dun. most choose to borrow ideas. and borrow it blatantly, onli using rephrasals as a futile means of guising the source. den use a charade of "original" words to totally OWN another's idea. borrowing is alright, it means equal social cost at extended social benefit. its an externality. but as wif all externalities, it bring abt welfare loss, whichever way u view it. to borrow without permission is theft. to borrow and to try to OWN it is pure evility, SIN. i call it intellectual theft.

i havent been blogging for the past 7 days. not much have happened since then. but if i shld recount one by one...it'll be jus nothing but cheap memories. Its not cheap becoz i dun treasure it, but becoz i noe there's always more to come along the way. jus one word would settle the past 7 days. "Of darlings, cheh chehs and bunch of lovable funtified dum dums". Ok thats a phrase, but if u're actually making a conscious effort to count and then try to feel egoistic that u got one of ivan's rare error, u're hopeless. get a shrink. for ppl who reads this blog regularly and have been wondering wads been going on around me, or for those who uses this blog to actually get an idea how i'm getting along....I'M FINE THANK YOU.

its like 12+ now...AGAIN!!!. And i continue to blog away. so fun. hehs...and suddenly gopalan took up blogging!!!! wow! "there's no cheese in this prata" his blog says... hahas how cheesy. i think gopalan is one of those rare friends as well....when he'll joke like hell wif u...and NEVER....N.E.V.E.R gets pissed off. i hate ppl who likes to joke, den gets pissed off so easily wif the very ppl who he/she was joking wif jus a minute ago jus becos someone hit a soft spot. When someone says that ppl dun understand him/her, that even the most bestest of pals no longer seem like they used to be, and starts shooting his/her mouth off, maybe it time to stop and seriously think. "do anyone really need ur friendship? or are u the one hanging on so dearly to the past and then blaming that the clock cant move." When in doubt, always rmb that the rest of the world is wrong. that one is always being wronged, and then suffering (or as one claims) in silence is something that one shld do. then go abt thinking abt oneself as jesus clearing the sins of mankind. things dun work this way bud. "mosquito repellent is always better than mopiko". Time to stop. Time to stop. Time to stop. for time never stops. it goes on no matter whether u use repellent or mopiko. jus whack the bug and get on wif life.

broken train of thot from this point. valval came online and we jus talked. such a nice gal...i hope she's happy now. Thinking abt it...we had such a funny friendship-trail. first of all, i jus dreamt of her one day. (as a vague figure watching movie wif me and cj at cineleisure) den i went to pester cj. den he tried to threaten me. extort me into giving him my precious yanzi autographed album signed "sunyanzi" in full. (in case u dunno the diff, those in autograph sessions are onli signed "yanzi". This is precious to me. its "Sunyanzi") ok maybe he didnt extort me dat badly...but generally he made my life living hell. Then thank the god of MSN. (i STILL wanna read gods of america! becca!!!) i was using cj's com when valval came online and poof! somehow cj didnt get his album liaos...he cried like a baby on the spot. i gave him some corn flakes. den came the period called the "initial curiosity" and we talked. den came Detente. Somehow i believed valval got eaten up by the gods of Gunbound and we went into a period of long peace. (during this time i gotta know another 2 of cj's godsis. his policy of protectionism failed terribly i think). Den one fateful day, another hi. the berlin wall fell and came the end of the cold war. den we went into another era called the "i think i noe u yet i dun". and then suddenly while all seem to bore again...vickie came into my life. she seem to be there for a reason now that i think of it. i wanted to write to her, and valval was giving me ideas. and poof!! valval and me became pen-phone-msn-sms pals. and i realised she's such a cute darling!! very thotful, so happy i actually got to know her. and den >> (this is the fast-forward sign) >> back to firstline of this paragraph. ok enuff of her.

oh btw!! BX gave me this nice site of a hooker's blog!! I was rather skeptical,until i realised that she can really write. gosh. ppl go read up on it ok? it tells a very nice account of her life. but warning!!! DO NOT CLICK ON ANY LINKS!!! most of the links are linked to fellow hookers and some of those could be rather graphic. ok put it simply...pornographic. not suitable for young eyes. jus read the one i linked! its all only words. i assure u. thanks BX.