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i jus got hit by the 'Z' monster today. its all the medicine's fault. U noe on every cough syrup or flu tablets, they would say "may cause drowsiness". Well? It shld realli be chaged to "WILL cause drowsiness". much as i thot i wun be affected by a little drug in my body, and that i could continue doing as i did, i was wrong all the time ---everytime. Today i took the pills when i woke up. after taking it i felt like sleeping. i went to bed. when i woke, i took the pill again, and again i felt like sleeping. and the cycles goes on and on. As i type this, its supposed to be the 3rd cycle, (or izit the 4th??) but i'm delaying medication to get a bit of wake time. must have sleep for about 16 hours by now for today. And i can do nuttin! Super drowsy! and as i pick up that bottle of syrup again, the one thing on my mind is "wat abt my studies??" Its a drug that cost much more than just sanity, its making me lose hours and hours to the 'Z' monster!! and i hate it totally! shall stop taking it after today. no matter wat! i rather die than be a useless slug who cant do anything but holding my heavy head and trying to keep my swirling world straight. in fact...i'm oredi thinking of not taking the nxt dose! Shall do some revision that doesn't take much effort. maths is definitely out of the question, i practically kill myself over it. Shall do it when i'm fully freed from the thot of sleeping.

anyway...shirley just sent me something damn damn nice. and i'm blasting it full on my com now, repeating over and over again. it got my mum and my brother singing it as well! hahaas.....and they wonder wat happened to me. (they're christians, but somehow different branches of it! hahas... and my dad? he was left wondering wats even going on! "nice rock music" was all that he commented! wahahahhas...thanks shirley! god bless..