today as prologue

continued...
 
read the bottom post first if u havent already done so. this is a continuation of the previous post.
 
and so it was said that becca was about to die. she sorta looked like liang po po jus before she died, i have no idea why this is so, but yah. she looked like liang po po and thats that. jus as she was about to die, i woke up. full of sweat and (would u believe it?) tears. i got so disorientated i smsed her immediately! it must have sounded like som ekinda gibberish to her then...as i kept asking if she's alright and telling her to assure me that she's alive. wat a joke i'd jus became. but well...after relating my dream to her, she actually said that perhaps this could be something ominous. er...after that i really prayed -i did- and hoping that this was nuttin more than jus a rebecca dying nightmare.
 
ok and so the dream is quite a boring one. but i sort of liked it actually.
 
i know this is kind of an open blog and everyone else is looking at it? but well...i jus gotta say this alright. Carol was right. (rebecca asking me how come "carol sang her praises" after reading episode 1 of this blog) Carol was right all along... i love carol so much. "i'm gonna tell it to her personally."
 
i'm beginning to fall in love with my dear becca all over again.
 
p/s becca? pls dun panic when u read this? nothing's changed.