Thursday, October 21, 2004

the world is an interesting place. and its getting increasingly amazing - well to me at least. some ppl look like a saint, yet there's endless evil in them. a very good example would be me for example. i wun deny that i'm not a good person, but much as i tell ppl this constantly... they always insist that i'm a nice person. oh wells... the world can be so unfair. then there's another type of person. there's the kind of ppl who look like dogs - bulldogs. and no i wasnt referring to koo zheng as i type this but the very fact that i mention i didnt think of him would have proven a point. (erm...something like the story of "there isn't 300 taels of silver buried on this spot" ) but i digress... there's this sort of ppl that is really honest and does everything for their friends -even though not many treats them as friends in fact- but because of their really really unacceptable face of maybe its the facial expression they often choose to use, they are not as "acceptable" to the society -or at least the social group when taking the micro scale. anyway... these ppl repeatedly tell others that they're very good ppl (and its the truth), and they even blog it down in their blogs that they do everything for ppl but only that no one recognizes their goodwill... well... somehow like i said this is a very unfair world, and ppl dislike them and insist that they're lying and are actually very hypocritical ppl. wat unfairness!!! well... u noe something? this second group of ppl are often the victims of the evils of the first group of ppl, of ppl like me. well? i feel qUITE guilty sometime, but society dun give me a chance to change. they nEVER recognize my errors and they often refute wadeva bad i throw at myself. am i really that lovable? Hmm...

shoot me.

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