i jus had a really voyeuristic session, looking thru the blogs of all my friends, in particular their archives and realising that the past 2 years have had quite some impact on some of them. den i found some really beautiful -but cruelly heart-breaking - quotes from among them. some set u pondering, others simply expressed the writer's feelings and dilemma then; the clarity of it simply showed and caused pain even to readers. wanted to paste them here.. den decided against it. the very fact that they could blog without worrying about being judged showed their trust in the readers -often just a few priviledged ones- of their blog. i shall not betray the trust. how did i use to blog? i can't quite rmb... but this day.. i'm blogging largely irrelevant contents like . <-- "this is a dot." why do i even bother? if blogging has become jus an extension of our everyday social image, den i say we all do a good job. trouble is... no one is forever the "funny-man" nor is anyone "fearless and all-knowing". yet on our blogs -which has become an FOC shit for exhibitionistic purposes- everyone holds on dearly to the charade of social portrayal. i miss reading rebecca's blog. hers made me tear... once.
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