today as prologue

i'm feeling terribly pleased today. realised a cold shower (by putting lots of ice into a pail of water and bathing with it) can really kill alot of brain cells, but its very shiok. hahahas anyhow, i think it killed most of the "unpleasant" braincells? which kinda explains my light mood now. "Compromise is not an option" - some slogan for the SAF thingy... i think it made really good sense when it comes to shopping for gifts!! hahahas ok altho this is 2 totally unrelated and seemingly distant respects, i still think it applies to shopping as much as -if not more than- military security. afterall there IS such a thingy as diplomatic relations and mutual arms reduction - which is compromise, isnt it? hahahas ok i'm not talking sense anymore, must be my theory-generating tendencies back at work again. but these are harmless theories which people (PERSON actually) shld not confuse with perceptions and views that involves real feelings - perhaps by personal experiences. shit, i'm blogging in a cryptic way again, and if u're a loyal reader of this blog, u'll noe that i shld jus ***k off. hahaha but i shall not be vulgar. when someone doesnt blog for a LONG LONG time, and den suddenly starts blogging about a particular issue, u noe that he/she is very affected by it. But there really isn't anything u can do about it. oh. i changed my mouse to a mini mouse, but still a ball mouse. which means that sooner rather than later, the mouse would die as well. hahahas but for the moment, its working very smoothly, in every sense. onli problem is that i have to finger the mouse and can no longer grasp it, no innuendos intended wadsoeva joel gopalan. i noe u're extremely sensitive to simple words that i use and never fail to detect the slightest of hints. u animal u. shall get back here later when there's actually human activity online, its 4pm in the afternoon and everyone is either too dead or too alive to be online. onli zombies. tatas.