rebecca was telling me, i'm really revolving my life around just few things, and some people. its true though, but i dun see anything wrong with it? i mean its enough to make me a very happy person. there really isnt much need to think too much at the moment. this might become the period of my life that i cherish the most. this might become the period of my life that i'll look back and thank God that everything that happened, happened. 2 years ago, this same period of waiting for results and working changed me dramatically - i became who i am today from someone really shy and unwilling to express myself. who knows what might happen to me this time around right? maybe i might shred this "flirt" reputation of mine and become a monk? hahas... -not very possible- but i'm sure this period would have some effect on my life on the whole. maybe i'll finally find the middle-path of the two kinda lives that i've led so far and learn to stop and check my own doings. i know i sound like a confused person right now, wells.. i really am. i'm sorry if i'm confusing you with what i'm doing, hahas... but i've basically allowed sub-conscious Will to take over since a few weeks ago. i'm... what they call, "following my heart". so glad that at this period of time, i have this particular nee nee being around. she's been great, playing NOT by the rules of the game as we start exploring incredible terrains of relations. NO? we are not climbing mount Timah, hahas nor are we romancing each other as so many have thought - even my mum! goodness sake! no wonder becca says ppl wun understand most things that we people who dun understand most things understands. simply put, we're queer. its been a hell of a ride with her.. feel free to ask me about it, there really isnt anything that we would like to hide about, except our contents of conversations. hahahahas!!~ then there's another issue that i shall not mention here, but its something i feel i can handle. heh.. dun worry so much at the moment.
and you know what? i'm still listening to that CD after what? a month? its so beautiful... and now i seem to have a renewed liking for it after candice's enthusiasm. heh.. just one thing though, my version doesnt have the "angel of the morning", which, it seems, turns out to be candice's favourite. hahas... i still love track 10 the most.
"we'll both blush when .... on monday"
i totally agree man. stupid becca toh. Grr... its all ur fault!! go PLUG ur fan. hahahas...
okies i think i'm going out now. i kept my promise to nee nee that i wun go to the beach today lest they're really so unlucky to bump into me and she having to tolerate her family's incessant teasing again. this is absurd. you better make up to me in some other way. heh... oh wells. maybe watching movie alone isnt that bad an idea. havent done that in a while. haiz.. got a feeling every sunday's gonna be like this from now on.
beautiful sunset actually.
then suddenly i thought of that very very bad and old odac joke. "the moon is very bright tonight" oops!
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