DUTY

i hate to stay in. i never liked to. remembering i spent the past 1 plus year spending only one night at home every week, and waking up when i didnt feel like for the other 6 days, it jus sucks big time. i dunno, maybe when you're really in it, and everyone is bathing in the same shit, u really dun feel much of it. in fact i used to think its kinda cool to have 2 rooms of my own. (my home, and -of cos- HAVE U SEEN MY OCS BUNK?!?!) its jus pretty cool i guess... and i like being cool. its... cool, to BE cool. anyhow, now is not cool. =)