i realise i have nothing more to worry about these days, such that i have to worry about jasmine being kicked out of singapore idol. i think this is a worrying trend. oh wells, over the past couple of months, i have to admit that its been really nice to jus fall hopeless in crush with an idol. the feeling is silly, immature, even toeing the edge of childishness. but it sure felt GOOD. it feels good to be in love, agree you? i miss being in love, but my very comic life has it that each time i'm in love, it always ends in a most ironical and funny way. (chris can bear witness to it, she NEVER fails to laugh her head off each time i tell her abt stuffs that i'm supposed to feel bad about. Grr...) but because of her and becca toh, i always manage to see the lighter side of things and laugh with them at myself. hee =) but i digress... how i love j*smine tye mei fen. <-- to prevent ppl from tracking back to here when they search for her. kekez..
i need to fall in love. thats the verdict zq gave of me. if i dun i'll channel all my excessive energy on destructive avenues. so he says, "dun go anywhere, jus stay in love. at least you're in check."
thursday, after watching tye tye get out of idols, i went out with zq for supper and some other stuffs. reached home at 1 plus again and i wonder if this kinda life will ever end. set up a dinner with steroid-man, cong, and kumlum on sat... so totally gonna have a talk cock session again!
friday, and alby asked me to meet on saturday. i've not had any girls asking me to meet on a saturday for an awfully long time.. i'm not quite used to it. so i turned her down for my all-guys dinner. wow cool. revenge of the desperado. -also called : insecurities of the loser.
anyhow, i'm becoming a tour guide for 2 days! i'm showing zq's m'sia friend around for friday and saturday! and somewhere in between i have to squeeze in a movie, a dinner, and oh shit. Terry Fox Run For Hope at sentosa. maybe i wun meet any potential interests for this indefinite near future. ciao!~
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