Cosmic Inspiration

post ORD joy came to a harrowing halt today. i dun have a job, i dun have any direction, and the stupid agent keeps calling me everyday to offer me some tuas job that pays 700 odd per month. i can earn more coaching full time, for goodness sake. i must find a day job lest i go bust. somehow, i dun feel financially secure living off packets of money that come in 200, 300 dollars, whats more susceptible to random weather, possible human injuries, and a pimp-like customer call service provider. 5 of these "packets" feels less than a 800 dollars solid pay cheque. i hate talking abt money, money is evil. Rebecca blogs... "some ppl are just good at sniffing out opportunities & earning money on the sly, some people just aren't. i belong to the latter group" i always thought i was like her as well, honest, hardworking, and very much willing to sweat for every single cent that goes into my bank at the end of every month. But recent situations might have suggested otherwise; i may well jus belong to the former group, with proper training -- self-training. anyway, my horoscopes today reads well, ESPECIALLY the last line.

"the stars adds even more oomph to your already great momentum. with your skills and some hard work, there is really nothing you cannot do. Cosmic inspiration is all around you. it is up to you to make it happen"

"COSMIC INSPIRATION????" whats that supposed to mean ANYWAY?! Anyhow, i might have interpretted this as a go-ahead to accept the all-holy TUAS JOB! WoW. and i'll really have a career in inventories and typing. Really. Or i can think otherwise and work really hard for myself from now on. afterall, "it is up to me to make it happen". God, hit me with a business plan everlasting.

in another freakish incident. jaime blogged that "solitude is good" on sunday, (as did i). come to think of it, i spent the previous many sundays with jaime. maybe we're better off alone than in each other's company! ahahaha infer what you will.. i jus find it interestingly coincidental.