today as prologue

Xiaxue is an inspiration. i find myself loving her blog more than even my friends' blog. i think she's right about one thing: people who criticize her usually do not read her blog enough to know her well, except that she periodically makes snide remarks talks bad about other ppl, getting attention blah blah blah; or people who criticize her usually ALREADY have this impression about her and go read her blog looking for things to criticize. she appeals to the frustrated liberals, hates being put down by the "morally superior", and always challenges her critics to try setting up a blog and doing better than her. she's surprised that after all these years, there has not been a more popular singaporean blogger than herself emerging, but i am not surprised.

for the past week, i've been caught up with watching Pride. Carol's recommendation, she says that watching the show makes you want to fall in love and start dating. I hate her for being so correct all the time. MJ you're right, the Korean is super Buangster. Anyway, i called carol the other day at 3am in the night and chatted rubbish with her for a good 40 mins. Its so cool to have IDD. i love STARHUB!!!~

my CD is not coming. its been more than a week since i visited the Hong Kong HMV webby. i hope it has not come to the same fate as Christina's Unicorn. I've done numerous online transactions, and nothing bad has happened before. Christina was doing her first, and.... damn suay. I hope Karma doesnt find me - i didnt mean to laugh.

More on shopping: DC sale!!! 70% off!! i bought 3 Superman shirts already! thanks to MJ. In fact, i got 2 pieces of EXQUISITE BEAUTY at 78% OFF!!!!! its a real STEAL. have you ever got any shopping done at SEVENTY-EIGHT PERCENT OFF!?!! and its not like some kinda lousy Fila Tee-shirts that they throw in one whole bundle and u have to dig and dig and surrounded by AUNTIES. These are like NEW tee shirts wrapped in plastics. I love my shopping instincts *sniggers*

i havent been taking pictures for a week. irritating.

i know that sometimes i don't know what i want. But i definitely miss my Bestie.

stupid weather - it never rains when i hope it does. i want to know new friends. i wanna go skating in ECP. i wanna meet Jaime. i wanna go back to army. i wanna do void-deck Chats. i wanna have breakfast at jalan kayu. i wanna play soccer until i can no longer walk. i wanna run. i wanna get everything off my chest. i wanna hurt somebody, the good people, the bad people, myself, ANYONE - but not alby. i wanna walk in the rain. i wanna scream on the breakwater. i wanna see the sunset in Tekong. i wanna cry. i wanna go Mambo. But i dun want to go Mambo. i want to Run. i want to do INTENSIVE STUFFS. i wanna do nothing and get cold wind in my face. i want the extremes. i want all this to be different. Don't you?