isnt it exciting?

isn't it exciting to visit someone's - anyone's - blog and seeing that there're updates there? it doesnt matter WHAT is being written, it basically gets read, processed, and then passed into oblivion. but the mere fact that there IS something new to read, written by whoever is worthy enough for us to even bother visiting their blog in the first place, is a pleasure. simple, but nonetheless - pleasing.

i get this kinda feeling everytime i visit another friend's blog and THERE'S SOMETHING THERE TO READ!!! i get really excited about this. if we can get so excited by some famous authors releasing their latest books, i think we ought to feel 6 times more excited about reading something WRITTEN by someone you actually know. (why 6? because its a random number) it can get pretty exciting, really. its just like you wanting to read your friend's nanowrimo efforts even though u really, secretly do know that it cant be any better than your own piece of rubbish. then in order to make that friend get past the shy-barrier, you lie to her that she's "such a good writer, and there's no reason its not a good piece of work". Fuck. we are all bloody big time liars, aren't we? but at the end of the day, all we want is to READ what our friends wrote! its a uber exciting kinda thing. i dunno why, but i get that sort of feeling. everytime i see a new blog title, i let out a smile, knowing that for the next 2 minutes i can indulge in layman literature. (well, literature or not will also hafta depend on WHO you're reading of course. so dun complain if you're not reading something worth reading half the time, and reading something you don't comprehend the other half of the time. go screw yourself if thats the case.)

paragraph paragraph. weilin used to complain that my blog has no paragraphing.

i love reading blogs that shoot others. shoot the society. shoot the ah nehs. shoot some fashion nincompoops. shoot the weather. shoot the bastards who let them down with profanities worthy enough to be considered literary works. but i dun like reading abt how someone is freakin disappointed by another person. its a bloody social stigma to proclaim disappointment. by all means scold "fuck", - its cathartic (oops). but no one owes no one nothing enough to disappoint no one. (stupid american slang. but it sounds cool. i'll go back to american slang later) anyhow, i think its an art to employ the right amount of angst -coupled with vocabulary- to make oneself sound morose or bitter enough, yet not go overboard to become barbaric or childish. and now i swear that "fuck" IS cathartic. i cannot imagine realising something so intimate only so late in life. its almost like firing off guns and feeling the full recoil on your torso.

back to american slangs. i beg all you NOT attempt to act american only to succeed in becoming clowns. Don't use the word "ain't" when you cant even figure out basic english "aren't". have you ever wondered why there's a "ain't" when there's already a "aren't" or "isn't" to satisfy both plural and singular needs? if you stupidly keep believing that u can just substitute them and acting cool about it, s'il vous plait. but it irritates the eyes out of my sockets and when you try to make a good shoot but cant even get the flow of words right, it just SPOILS the entire RHYTHM of things. please. there ain't nothing worse than using wrong words. i'm using it correctly so dun criticise and fuck off.

i am NOT writing this against anyone. i just thought readers might want something more exciting to read about. and violence is exciting, isn't it? i dun wanna get prosecuted for racist discourse, but ah nehs DO suck. And they secretly know it.