anyway

"Things that you desire, don’t let it be known, then perhaps it’ll come around soon."

i hope i never knew the things that i have come to know about. i realise that if u read the first and last line of every single blogpost of any particular person over a one year period, you will understand his/her story. when you have understood many people's "story", you can piece them all together and you have a history that you weren't privy to.

i cannot believe that in this day, we still have a great cult following of the Gossip Clan. its really amazing how ONE person can be the center "source" of a horrible network of gossips - or information. exchanges of such useless information are then made, and people get hurt in the process, no matter how great they think they are to be the "epicenter" of such underground damages. but still, my point is that, such persons are truly amazing. haha..

anyway, yesterday was the best day of my life (for a long long time). even rebecca could feel that its the best day of my life, and so much so that i went to buy 4D for yesterday's date! (becca, if strike lottery monday's rendezvous will be on me!) and its so amazing that i HAD to blog it down, breaking my many days of "mental blogging" - something which only amazing people can understand. yesterday i woke up to weilin's sms asking me for lunch, and then got a sms from jaime asking to meet me for dinner. What are the chances? its almost like all the goodness in the world cramped into one day, and i was totally not willing to let the day end. so i talked to rebecca on the phone till daybreak. and she asked me out! it may seem as though i am absurdly happy, but rebecca NEVER knew how to ask someone out - and even her sms to me seemed utterly contrived. and she told me she loves me - but i know thats fake.