no face book

i feel pretty disturbed. i cannot take it that i have less friends on facebook than even people i thought have the least amount of friends! oh wells................ then i thought my facebook is some kinda elites-only club, u know? like i have all sorts of privileged access... SPECIAL FRIENDS? people like T r a c c e  C h u a? (i'm very smart, i added spaces so that she'll never google onto my blog one fine day! haha) and then today i went to click on her name on facebook, and i saw that G oh B ang R ui is our common friend. i felt..... belittled. HAHA! i have a confession to make: each time i log onto facebook i dunno what i'm supposed to do there. like... super terribly constipated. i would keep looking at all the "updates" that pop up on my home page... then i would click on my own name and go into my so-called profile page and there, it would be exactly as i left it - unchanged. it makes me feel like a social reject! i hate facebook. how can i have less friends on my facebook than in my phone contacts? its illogical!!! i reject this electronic social networking fad! hahahaha!!!