bobo head

i realised the blogger always worries about post being too long, while the bloggee on the other hand, dun realli find the post long even if it took the blogger 3 hrs to type non stop. Why this is so i think i oredi have the reason. Its all so simple, yet it puzzled me for quite long. i realised that alot of us can actually read quite fast, especially those experienced bloggee who can even perform speed reading. However, no matter how hard we try to type, its still filled with pauses to think, pauses to ponder, and of coz pauses to rest the fingers. One best way to prove it is? read ur own nanowrimo---the failure. Tho it wrecked the mind, and caused much pain, it's still so short if u were to think about it. Just accept it. If its interesting, you bloggees out there would not mind reading a longer post if it gives u insights on and feelings of the blogger.

This was inspired by becca's 2003 review which kept showing worries of her post being too long, and evidently cutting down alot of wat she has to say. Well? as a reader, i find that it doesnt take much effort to complete reading. In fact, such post are the interesting posts that one minds not reading even if its 3000 words long.

i realised i have the most bobo of ideas lately. Dreaming of someone i cherish dying. Someone i hold in such awe hugging wif me. Trying to unspell the world and finding fault with its systems, or even the way it works. Today i have another bobo idea. (better not let shiangz see this lest she kills me) I suggested to the odac'ers to print the number "27.1" behind our up and coming odac polo tee. reason? the councillors have the number "26" behind their cliched "batch number council jersey" This can get so irritating sometimes, so i suggested putting 27.1 to show that we're always higher up than councils. This is a GL action, tho it was none other than Dennis Lam who urged us to strive to become the top CCA in SAJC. "27 point 1????" u might ask.... well? nxt year the 27th SC would once again repeat the lousy tradition and print "27" behind their "batch number council jersey", or maybe even this year after they step up. So to play safe, we'll jus add 0.1 to show that we're still slightly better either way.

i realised my hopes of going rollerblading on a sunday evening is more or less burnt. Another day perhaps.

i realised i was killed by something called procrastination in the past year. And if i were to get rid of this monster, the onli way is to stop saying things like "Another day perhaps." I shall stop saying this phrase one day, but...another day perhaps. Wanting to do history. Totally no idea wat to do. Shall seek help, or help the seeker.

i realised i do not like it when people claims that i'm a sweet talker. i realised i can be sweet, to anyone. But there's a distinction between being sweet and talking sweet. May i ask which i am again? "sweet talker" realli sounds kinda offensive, like somehow implying i'm a cassanova; a "promiscuous philanderer". Let me make this clear once and for all, i meant what i said most of the time and i do not say things just to please or for fun. And in being truthful, i dun take it well that ppl start terming me as a "sweet-talker" or even a "flirt".

i realise this post is stretching into sunday. i realised there still alot left undone. i realised i'm too often too filled wif confidence, thinking that i need onli a mere few hours to complete all of the holiday assignments. i realised i'm always wrong about this. Its time to buck up eh? Afterall, i think i can find fun working hard. I know not the reason, but somehow something has just filled me up. a feeling of wanting of realli wanting to study, and study hard. may i not become another bobo head just because of me over-working myself.

i realised Odac'ers getting more united. wanting to have everything the same. Thr first step of coz is quite commom, we had a odac tee. But now, we actually each own a "kathmandu" brand indestructable bottle. Its not an imitation of the famous "nalgene" bottle, in fact we got it so as to be different from all the nalgene owners. Thanks to christina to actually took the trouble to get the bottles all the way from AUSTRALIA!!! Anyway, we all look kinda cute wif the same bottle hanging on our bags. i think we're getting the 27.1 polo tees/ sleeveless tank tops real soon. Its kinda nice, wif the guys having polos and gals having tanks. shld look real cool.

I realised its also considered a breaking of promise if u ignored other's promise to you. Or rather dun even choose to believe it at all. I realised tuscan sun is nearing the western horizon, dusk shall fall soon, too soon for me to have a chance to react. Shlould i go watch it? or should i wait for the promise to be fulfilled? this is jus a passing thot, not meant to dig at anyone, dun worry.

i realise i realised alot of myself. and i realise i realised so many faults and wrong steps which i took, or am going to take. Yet i realise i'm not doing much to change it. i realise i realised alot, except my dreams. Its time to start "real-lizing" instead.