down.

feeling sick. physically sick. mentally sick. sick of life. sick of school. love sick. sick of being sick.

did not go to school today. i made myself sick. or convinced myself that i was sick. i think i realli AM sick. Shall make use of this precious time to do something realli useful. like some work and readings. Hard to believe, but i realli think i can do more at home than in school. let me prove it to myself today. And if it holds, i think there'll be more sick day in future. maybe not.