a new hobby?

Ok this is a new hobby. yet its not exactly for leisure. i've started taken a liking in writing letters to my frens. this might seem kinda duh, but i reallie think its a nice feeling to receive a letter, in good old pen and paper and envelope and stamp. aww....magic. altho the pleasure is not reallie for me, (i mean the pleasure of receiveing letter) i do hope it'll bring some joy to my frens. most of my letter take on my usual lame note, except a few whom i think have oredi had enough of these lameness. Well...i try to write things i reallie meant, and there's totally no reservations in my letters, unlike the blog i have to say. sadly. (dun blame me...its so open and often not directed at specific ppl, so alot of misunderstandings might occur. sometimes u read a blog and u think the person is talking abt u. well it could be, but most times we jus assume and we do not question. hahas....so we get affected by others point of view of oneself (which of coz is the incorrect and misunderstood one) and feel bad about it. thats y until today...the blog is still jus an exhibitionistic avenue for someone who needs to let it all out, yet hold alot of it back. someone like me. heez.

a letter...upon completion...looks nice. and when u put it into the nice nice envelopes...write the addressee's address on them, and stick on the stamp...it simply tells u to send it out this very instant. funny thing: while the average piece of paper is often flimsy and not very nice...a few pieces wif well-wished notes on it folded into quarters can be rather hard and feels like a card. and its heartwarming, i hope. hahas.... anyway...i posted quite a few letters out during the weekends, and if u're lucky enuff, u might jus find one sitting in on ur bed by tuesday afternoon. happy reading k? i wrote each piece wif sincerity and after giving it much thot. all are 100% handwritten, i believe it looks nicer even tho the com can print perfect fonts.

some of the things i mentioned in my letters are not reallie very pleasant, but it was all said with an innocent heart. and if i had intended to actually tell u ppl all the pleasing fakey stuffs...i could have simply posted it here--- on my blog. but nope! most of what i say are private, and are for ur eyes onli. thanks alot. i dun reallie expect many to reply me, (maybe none in this busy busy period and when its not other's hobby as yet), but if possible do do do try to reply me k? there's many questions in the letters as well...and thus ur replies wld mean they are answered. hahahas...if u will to tell me that is. anyway...enuff of this fakeyfakey place again...time to go do work! byebyes!