i'm starving like mad. i actually didnt have dinner before coming home, and there's absolutely no food at home. and my head hurts so badly i jus dun feel like going anywhere. and it suddenly dawned upon me that this could be retribution for my repeated attempts to make denise jealous that i'm having supper in the middle of the night when her brother is fast asleep and she not having anything to eat. lord...strike me.
i'm becoming sick faster than i thought. nothing to do with heart murmurs i presume? its jus the book! Lolita is not suitable for any persons above the age of 14. nay in fact 5. make that everyone. and so i'm becoming sick...u guys better be more understanding when i start talking all the nonsense about nymphets and staring at girl-childs that dun look particularly beautiful. i'm 18, which qualifies me for a nymphet below 8 yrs old!! hahahas shall start looking out soon.
Then again, there's another kinda state of being sick that takes tact to explain - something which i always thought i had in abundance, but evidently missing. okok when i was watching the Romanis match, i had this very sick thought in me. Somehow i wished Biao would do some magic, den i wished mootz wouldnt spill, den ...................................
well i wanted to say love sick over denise, but then again, she'd smack me right in the face. so yah jus drop the idea. hahahas!!
still starving,and i thot it would go away. maybe i shld go out and get some food,
was just talking to xiao hui, and i realise her present is still sitting nicely on the sofa. like wat the heck? hahas was supposed to pass it to her like weeks ago? i'm sure cong jing must be regretting passing it to me eh? too bad! =P xiao hui...the mysterious gal that popped into my life, and then popped out of it. the interval between these 2 less than the interval between her leaving SA and now. Wow...since when can i actually count? but well roughly there. hahas still can remember the silly little things she once told me about her thinking that i dun wanna talk to her and thus avoiding her during her orientation! hahahas so sweet thinking back actually. well? i didnt wanna disturb her orientation actually, i can jus talk to her foreva. and ever. oh yea like i really mean it? now? i dun really miss her anymore, hahahas she'll be so glad when she reads this. but i'm kinda sad that i actually can jus forget about someone just like that, [put ur middle finger wif ur thumb and press hard against each other, den let the middle finger hit the lower portion of the thumb and snap!] She's getting prettier by the day though, also dunno what her mum feeds her. her eyes seem to get brighter each time i see her, and her hair jus gets straighter. and her smile jus gets sweeter. but she's beginning to feel so distant. Yet ......... its kinda complex. i know i jus needed one nice good long comprehensive extended close sweet chat with her to get everything back on track. hahas....we shall see..
well...when we actually link somebody's blog to our own, we shld ask the other party first yea? especially so when he/she didnt exactly give her address to u personally. If u must be a voyeur, do it discreetly. u dun have to prove a point aye?
and finally... i think i'm kinda cute.
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