Monday, July 05, 2004

Youth day.

We lost the big match. "it was not too bad a scoreline, considering we were merely on the wrong end of a 7 goal thriller. But well..i enjoyed it all the same." Its so gay saying this! all egoistic guys in the world play sports because they are competitive by nature and would strive to win at all cost! losing is never a good feeling and i hate it totally. just being frank here, but for people insisting that its onli a friendly game and we shldnt really mind the results, i can tell these people to go home and plant some cactus. they're just hiding their disappointment in a very "acceptable" and "honourable" manner, claiming sportsmanship is the key. i tell u this..the true sportsman fights with his everything and when he fails, would be utterly disappointed, feel totally broken. In this case, Peace could onli be found in victory, or in preparations of the upcoming chance of victory. This is the ugliest side of me. i hate losing, but i hate losing and denying that i hate it even more.

yet i hid it. i just had to force a smile.

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