hello

hi world. it is me. how very long since i posted anything here. anyone even reading this still?? *shrugs* today i went to town (out of point), met my brother (out of point), and got to somehow settle down and use the com (wats the point?). i realised that many things happened again. each time i book out from that... that... PRISON of "service to the nation" or wat have they (wateva they call it i dont really care.. propaganda.) i feel like Life jus moved past us for yet another week. week after week is still quite okay considering i still get to meet my friends and delude ourselves that we're still doing well. (the irony of this is of cos that we always meet up only the army guys who themselves are stuck in the very same situation!! and u noe? relative velocity and thing shit? they're not moving plus i'm not moving plus us thinking that we're moving equals one big pile of mess that i cannot and shall not try to explain. haha point of it all is? we're all very screwed ppl after 2 yrs!!)

now to more organised stuff. not in order of importance.

i realised that christina is gone. like i didnt really feel it? yea i know for a fact she is gone but she's not yet GONE yet... that kinda feeling u know? hahas... and its only when i read her description of "hogwarts" that it dawned upon me..
"OH.SHIT.CHRIS.IS.SO.GONE.AND.I.AM.SO.HERE." but wells... seems like she's having quite some fun there... ancient rome???? man i am so jealous of u chris! (think about it, all we get everyday is 'history of singapore and her dispute with her not-to-be-named neighbour and how we want to kill them and steal their johor'.) hahas really miss you to bits in case yr reading this. but dun worry. dun worry yea? i'll be here when u come back. just the way u hate me to be. kekez..

moving on, there's the i-am-such-an-idiot-dear-candice incident. who in the right frame of mind would not check their Gmail account for 3 months i ask u?!!!! (oh wells... i know hong hui doesnt check la, but thats cause he's never really sane most of the time) ok that idiot is me. myself. I. moi. this may sound mad but my hotmail account was actually deactivated, leading to devastation, and i decided to see if my gmail ended up in the same fate as well. and thank God, its safe and sound and with a little extra bit of stuff left there from 3 months ago - a mail. candice? i AM the biggest lamester in the world. hahahaha... anyway, i'll get back to u regarding this comical incident. hahahas...

and rebecca is the second most self-important person in the whole world. who is the first? hahaas u'll hafta ask her. she suggests that everyone shld write about this year that "is about to come to an end soon", and i agree with her. she reminded me that its interesting to know wats happening in other ppl's life, especially in the course of this year, when everyone is not restricted to any systems. a year of transitions and random placements, we both agree, and how evident when chris is attending a ball in melborne -with new found friends- and my dear becca is stuck in a class of 96% guys -probably not very excited to make any friends- when they were both sitting in the sajc cafe sipping "apple & aloe vera" barely 10 months ago. God, IS very busy at the moment, trying to fit us into our place in this world.

as for the guys, dun worry. u have pretty much excitement as well! "trying to avoid death". denise claims that the army is full of bad vibes and she swears that its evil- the army is evil. (like who doesnt know that?? who else sets up bombs with 700 ball bearings to tear up unknowing passer-bys? and in case they dun die, throw in another couple more grenades and mess up their already-messed-up-bodies with rifle-fire. all that in less than 15 secs. "Ambush", they call it. even the terrorists don't do that. now who says the army is NOT evil?) please survive this 2 yrs.

"i am at this little region.. soon everyone will be asking me out" -hahahas extracted from "rebecca-cross-examines-ivan's-nonsense"