GeeZ!

first things first, eMax @ cine really kicks butt. i'm blogging there right now (ok right then if u're not reading this at this exact moment!) and things are looking fine. i think i can consider marrying this place. hhahaha geez, i'm losing it. figured its actually knida romantic to like go to diff places and do my blogging under diff circumstances in very differing environment all the time! i mean... i bet 95% of you only blogs at home all the time and the few times u ppl actually pay to use the internet in some cheating place, u'll be playing lame shit games like war craft or the not so lame shit games like CS or maybe even gunbound. heck. but truly, its nice to jus plug in and do some blogging even when yr outside, its... refreshing. heh... anyway my com is like almost up according to my brother. (he told me to prepare the cost already... so i presume...?) dun matter... i've grown out of addiction of the com already. instead i get addicted to more real stuffs like dating. yeah its a recent affair, i swear! but OCS life has rendered it totally impossible to do it on a daily or even weekly basis. (sucks big time) when i get outta this cage i consperm gonna contribute to the nett worth of affection in the world. (and considering i dun get much in return, i'm actually doing a very noble job here!! who wants to join me!? we'll set up an.. affectionist confederation or something along this line.

damn paragraphs! i almost always never do it.

of carol, the cage, and another failed attempt to do something really sweet for someone i miss more terriblyer than EVEN christina-in-roo-roo-land
okay so today was supposed to be Da Day! (i suspect thats wat the "D" in D-DAY @ normandy means!) but i digress.. today is the day OCS is actually kind enough to let us stay at their bunk for one additional day with NO charge at all! they even prepared breakfast for us and MADE SURE we stayed back an additional day to finish it "in case we get gastric". how caring of OCS.. anyhow, this mandatory rest on king-koil bed made sure i didnt get to knock on candice's door on friday. (she must have conspired it!!! hahahas maybe becca's ivannophobia has indeed spreaded to her!) but nvm, i deicded i wanted to "chu stunt" on my carol darling. hahas (do u readers still remember her? she was ... well, my darling as the very endearing name i address her by already suggest. anyway she's been kidnapped by work and colleagues and i wanted to save her! i donned my ninja turtle suit (the red one - raphael) and was all ready! did a little tele-directory thing, called some cagey ppl, and i got everything i needed. the directions to the place, etc. then i realised her event would last only until five. (or at least thats how much of the court they actually booked. look at my watch, its nearly four. if i rush down, hor lan abit, i wun even be able to smell her shampoo la! so i decided to jus sit down and blog. hahahas i'm bad. but carol??? its the thoughts that count yeah? despite my uber busy life in the army, i TRIED okay? haiz... i dunno which is worst, army life (make that constipating OCS) or full-time cca. she actually seems more busy than i am, which i reckon to be quite... serious.

then the 2 b(a)(e)cca's almost made me puke shit this week. they are like so shy shy bull house fly when it comes to meeting each other. they are so nice to each other that i'm almost jealous being friends to both. AND THEY HAVENT EVEN MET!!! damn. hahaha... becca actually agreed (more than agreed in fact) to meet bacca. then suddenly there was this possibility that bacca wun be there and becca backed off. and then bacca actually could make it but then also backed off and went for secondary plans. den becca found out and she suddenly can make it and bacca suddenly can make it. but she worried becca couldnt and all of a sudden kapoof!!! we decided to forget it. hahahas.... its hilarious and maddening at the same time! either way, i'm dunno-ing whether to meet bacca tonight because becca might or might not come and MJ is in the formula and then there's candice's present in my bag and carol's surprise and then argh!!! hahahas i'm so fickle! (lucky i brought everything out)

recent past / near future deeds include...

1.completing 'sputnik sweetheart' in 3 days and feel in love all over again!! (rp)
2. looking really intellectual with specs (thats perpetual)
3. talking to chris over comms ball date!? (rp)
4. going taiwan (nf)
5. meeting jaime in "may or june or july" (nf)
6. get commissioned in some cool shit parade and leave that PLACE forever! tickets anyone? (nf)
7. fondue attempt number 2
8. kidnap carol
9. let becca kidnap me
10. becoming normal again. i really want to.

this is an abrupt ending. it shows the romanticism of blogging only at the spur of the moment and capturing whatever nonsense i have. i needa go now! tata!! hit me back! =)