listen..

i quote.

"once in a while you sit back and wonder if your life is monotonously dull. any tom, dick or harry's life appear more awe-inspiring in comparison with your samey and dreary routine. you yearn to break out of your comfort zone. do something outrageous. something that will change your life forever. something irreversible.

because as human beings, the first commandment is: Something needs to happen. create drama. seek attention. because hysteria is nothing without audience. attention seeking whores we are, we try our utmost best to stage a spectacle just to avoid being labelled boring. being interesting, is in itself, a form of power. just like beauty. just like money. just like guns.

"All God does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring"

the need to feel your very own existence keeps you alive. what you want is to be needed. be indispensable in someone elses' life. someone to tell your life story to. be addicted to someone. and have someone addicted to you. a mutual addiction you call it. maybe not just one. call it human nature."

fucking good.