Friday, September 08, 2006

-of thursday, thursday, and friday

on thursday i went home to find my mum watching VCD, she looked quite happy watching VCDs. i sat down and watched it with her even tho i watched that episode 3 days ago. simple pleasures.. spending time with yr parents. i always remember how this secondary (school) friend lost his dad when he was 14 or 15 and how he gave us this good long talk about spending enough time with yr parents.. i'm quite happy i have a happy family to say the least. do feel alot for those friends of mine with single parent or separated parents.. i'm always at a lost what to do or say to make them feel better - because i dun suppose thats even possible? Hmm... so maybe all anyone can do is to make their life a little better. be a friend, because a friend so close could really almost be family. somehow over the years, i've been unfortunate enough to know many friends in the above-mentioned situations.. and each time i've been lost at words. friends talking, crying to you... and yr heart jus breaks with them. looking at my mum sipping her Green Bean Soup, i know i'm one of the luckier ones and its only right to spread the love.
(pls do not accuse me of sticking too close to a girl)

friday and i'm on duty. i realise how deep i've gone. i'm almost cruising already! i cant put a stop to my way of life. will to change it is experiencing much behavioural inertia, coupled with ppl's unwillingness to comply despite her promises of equality. i'm a robber. i rob ppl of their commitments, constraints, and give them guilt in return. i'm a guilt merchant! Kool.

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