today as prologue

its scary how i totally liked my red hair when i did it. and then learning how to fully show the color. den for theatre's sake, i bleached my hair and had yellow for a week. i liked it too, it had a really golden feeling to it. after my econs paper, i went to second-bleach my hair, making it nearly off-white. lost much of the Gold, and i LOVED it. started having weird dress sense to match the hair, like button up all the way, just ask joyce. then came the Pink. first day with the pink, at holland V, i didnt really like my own hair. i find it hard to really exhibit its true potential. but by day 2, with a 2nd coating of pink, a whole lot of gel, i started LOVING my pink hair! Mambo session is another thing - it glows - but even out of mambo i still loved my hair! But someone didnt. so... i wanted to just tone down for once and change it back to brownish kinda conventional color.

Gosh.

i hated my hair when i came out of the shower. i look totally off-balance! my hair looks like dark chocolate! like CADBURY GOLD. and cadbury gold is not gold but DARK CHOCOLATE!! and because it was still wet... it looked like there's this sheen to it, like a chocolate bar before u chew on it. i need counselling.

i need to be re-socialised to understand that it is normal to have dark hair and not normal to have colorful hair.

not being able to sms someone whom u've been seeing almost everyday feels like having ugly hair X 1000 times.