my blog...

my blog needs a character. the lack of character makes my blog nothing more than... nothing. my blog is not...


1. "ANGST ANGST ANGST!~ i hate the world!! angst is for free and everyone is moving towards impending death. i dun seek liberation, but to highlight suffering that everyone else is oblivious to."


2. "this is the best experience of my life, i am definitely going back there again. i have unlimited Most-Wanteds and i dun even know the meaning of the word "Most". i lead a super ultra cool life and funtyyea!!~ i dun put photos of myself up because .... yea i believe photos are deceiving"


3. "secret blogging. secret blogging. wow blogging is like coolness. no wonder everyone blogs. i hope biao doesnt find out about my SECRET BLOG. i shall not include any names so that he can never find it! kekez... i am smart. blogging is better than mahjong"


4. "today morning, i went to meet HF, we had lunch at our usual supper place before going to meet PK together. we watched hairy porker and it was quite good. busy busy busy. i needa meet JD and RZ and ML next week, i dunno why i blog everyday."


5. "thing of the day~~~~~~"


6. "i love bak kut teh. wow really nice. shiok. bak kut teh rocks! i love short music because its coolness. maybe just about 30 seconds will do." ---> hahaha ok jus kidding!! (damn obvious)


my blog is in the angsty season now... the kind that stops me from doing crazy stupid things like going running 2am in the morning. when heartbeats are heavy for no apparent reasons, and things are just that - Different.

my blog doesnt have ALOT of photos.. sometimes the one or two that adds flavour to it - highlights the highlights of my life. maybe i should have more photos. i used to not bother much about skins... because i thought it takes the attention away from the text. but then i realise it feels good to have a feel-good blog(i've been speaking in rhetorics today).

many things make me think twice about the way we live our life. i've never thought about social velocity, until one day it just pops into my mind and suddenly i realise that speeding is dangerous and the safest way to get to a point is by going slow - even in the social context. For once in my life, i feel like not rushing past the amber. i want to stop and take a look at 2007, how it started with a bang, ended with a bang, and had a few bangs in betweens. in the haste of social velocity, amidst the want for speed speed and more speed, how many have crashed and "died to become strangers"? - in the words of denise. Don't come into my world anymore - for now at least. its a big zero sum game: another one in means another one out - another one "dead" - and i "die" again to become another stranger to my stranger.

i shall do a 2007 review, like every other year. and YOU know you're part of the highlight. =)