Dumbfounded.

and this is so not funny. my jaw dropped and my heart sank, and finally i noe i'm capable of suffering shocks.

yet today was not all that bad. How could it be.

soccer brought out the worst in us. i'm beginning to hope we dun kill each other before the end of the match against the councils -which has been changed to monday. normally my overflowing self confidence -or arrogance- would never allow myself to think of anything short of a win. But this time its just not right, and its getting into my head, jamming my senses, and seems to linger somewhere near my lungs. its the first time i wanna win so badly